Long Shot

Time for Miracles

First Day of My Life

This is the first day of my life
Swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain, suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach

Yours was the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
I don't know where I am, I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go

So I thought I'd let you know
That these things take forever, I especially am slow
But I realized how I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

And you said
"This is the first day of my life
Glad I didn't die before I met you
Now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy"

So if you want to be with me
With these things there's no telling
We'll just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery

Besides, maybe this time is different
I mean, I really think you like me.

Caesar

"Et tu, Brute?"

The End Has Only Begun

We walk in your footsteps
Though I've had my ups and downs
And I'll stand in the silence
Until I figure it out

One might fall and the other will stand
And one might give where the other won't bend
The night is bright as the sun

I'm never gonna know
Never gonna look back
Never gonna know where we would have ended up at
The end has only begun

So stop counting the hours
Live out in the world
Cause I've been chasing the answers
And they don't want to be found

Well the day
Tonight feels like a million miles away
And these times just won't change
Life just stays the same
I'd give anything to see the light of day

What you do
No one can decide it's up to you
And who you are is what you choose
These times when the world falls apart
Make us who we are.

I'm Not There

Depressed. No paradise. An abyss. This is it.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
- Rascal Flatts

I Know

Yeah I know. I'm an ungrateful blind insincere emotionally-ridden sucky human being who has done no good in the world and does not do anything right but being down-right stupid.

Droplets

(I'm leaving you)
(I'm not sure if that's what I should do)
(It hurts so bad)
(I'm wanting you but cant go back)
(Trying to find, to find)
(That all elusive piece of mind)
(Stuck here somehow)
(Shrouded beneath my fear)
(And doubt I don't need it)

(Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you)
(And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and i'm just waiting fall)
(in droplets, droplets)

You left a mark
I wear it proudly on my chest
Above my heart (Above my heart)
To Remind me that I feel the best

When I'm with you (When I'm with you)
To me everything is effortless
You know its true
My eyes are painted with regret and I don't need it

Cuz I'm walkin down this road alone and figured all I'm thinking bout is you
And my head is in a cloud of rain and the world it seems so far away and I'm just waiting to fall and sink into your skin

You are like the raindrops, the raindrops falling down on me

You left a mark (you left a mark)
She left a mark (he left)
She left (he left)
And I don't (I don't)
Need it. (Need it)

Betrayed

How could you?

Never in a million years would I thought of it. I guess I was dead wrong. I've never seen anyone wanting something so embarassingly disturbing; to the level your willing to stoop down this low. To the level, you don't mind sharing of all things, the most powerful word of all, rocking the very foundations of your own conscience. And of all things, you seek refuge through one's sympathetic act or should I say more akin to Othello's final concerto. This web of lies and deceit. How can you blatantly believe someone so blindly through lies that has been weaved without remorse to save one's skin from hurting something potential. You've done so many right things in the past until the moment you decided to enter and not to pull out of a hurtful polygon with three vertices and sharp angled. Everyone hurts. Have you had the right frame of mind to switch places with another and think, at the end of all this, everyone will be happy?

Last thing you ever want to do is betray my trust. Or pull off a Judas.

I, for one, have never done anything wrong, and that's the obvious truth. What I've done was stood there as a friend with you, who was unfortunately...betrayed, in the end.

I guess Seremban afterall, will be the place to be for the next coming week. No thanks.

Stuck in Seremban :-(

Realize